Healthcare provider, 29 year old male. Making a decision to go to rehab was a tough one at the time. I was scheduled to visit family in the Caribbean but had relapsed weeks prior and life was becoming impossible. Three days before my flight I reached out for help. I knew deep inside if I didn’t get help soon I would get caught, continue hurting the ones I loved, or God forbid harm someone! I went to treatment instead of a payed vacation and odd as this may sound, it was the best decision I made. Over a year and half later I am still clean and sober, I am back to work, and happier than I have been in years.